Remember

I remember lying,
I remember crying,
Some how I don't remember rectifying.

I remember understanding,
I remember learning,
Somehow I don't remember applying.

I remember seeing,
I remember believing,
Some how I don't remember empathizing.

I remember dancing,
I remember singing,
Somehow I don't remember enjoying.

Now,
I remember living,
But somehow I am shattering,
Dying
And disappearing.